The Dream, The Body,
The Word
I don’t know what it means.
But it holds me:
“An English doctor is riding a horse,” he said,
“The man who picked cucumbers has pulled himself out of the dead by the limb
of a fig tree.
A woman is braiding her hair.
Silkworms are in silkworm huts.
There is a war.
A comb has been stolen.
There is a fox.”
I don’t know what it means, but I listen,
quietly.
There is a dream here; a body is speaking.
There are words.
They hold me. If I try to pick them apart, the blood
will seep out, the mystery will fail.
A poet is a maker, a creator of mystery and reality — the greatest
mystery.
Each day, we feel our bodies and we say:
“Are we here?”
What we did yesterday, the tongue that touched us, the word that
held us — is it real?
The center is in its house and we are in the
house of our own bodies.
And when the back of our hand, or a breath touches our cheek,
when the pulse pauses in our bellies and our feet burn
— they are ours.
It is our body.
But not the same as yesterday or tomorrow.
We feel joy and pain more intensely, but
is it real?
And yesterday, what happened last afternoon and
evening?
Were we there?
Was it this that made us new, more substantial?
Memory blurs.
Only the body remains. It will grow tired and slack, lose its vigor and
glow. What can hold me now, in this place?
The words that were spoken.
The words remain.
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